On the bright side
Going to dinner on saturday night with Holly.
Then we’re having movie day at her house.
I might end up staying over, seeing as its bank holiday monday.
Who knows.
Work is stressing me the fuck out.
And I think its having adverse effects on my health.
Today I had a period of a few hours where I couldn’t stop my hands from shaking.
I’ve no idea why.
I’m not feeling good.
I can’t stop my arms from shaking. Holly is coming to check up on me for an hour.
She’s so kind.
After all this time, you’re suddenly interested again.
You’re suddenly emotional about everything that has happened.
Well fuck you.
You moved on long ago.
Now so can I.
Went and got coffee with holly after work.
This is all very grown up and strange.
It’s fantastic.
We were discussing how we can’t wait until she moves into her flat in Sheffield. Then we can just go to hers after work all the time.
So….I have a girlfriend now. That’s a thing.
It’s okay.
To give into temptation.
I’m not feeling very good in myself today.
That’s probably where the overwhelming Desire to call a drug dealer is coming from.
But that’s life.
Slushie girl wants us to be exclusive proper relationship stuff and I’m just not sure what to so with that. I’ve suddenly developed commitment issues.
I really need to get high soon.
